Let's face it...I'm a wreck.

Here I am...ready to wish another month away. Thanksgiving and Teacher's conventions should help. Getting together with my girlfriends for several upcoming dates will help. But it's pretty dire now. I'm anxious and can hardly talk about it. My friends at school were so excited when I told them the CCAA was into August now...it took me by surprise! I don't know why. I guess they're just like me. For so long it seemed like a dream. It's been a year and a half since we announced this to everyone so I guess it is time to get excited. But with this process, my excitement is always guarded because I just don't know when that referral will come. Realistically, I don't think it will be the end of October. If it doesn't come in November, we will be very disappointed. But who knows. Thanks to everyone who is sending their well wishes. It means a lot. I know this is all starting to sound a little redundant so I'll try to spuce it up a little for my next post:)